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It is unique and exciting to look back When so much happiness left behind and at stake I feel elated and life comes to full swing As if I have become powerful with strong wings I look around with hungry eyes So many people have made earnest try I have reached a stage where I feel no shy With so much joy my eyes become joy and I simply cry It is some sort of self appeasement Heavy down pour wishes along with sentiments I wish and waned to move among competitive world Feeling self assured with crowing glory yet so much cold I have no urge to appeal anyone There will be some special man Who will come rushing to me with nice proposal? I eagerly watch and wait for its arrival 'What an exciting eyes with glitter? ' read golden letters The letter was hurled under the door shutters I could not sustain happiness at simple praise I was given respect from someone amidst hostile chase It is nice to feel and enjoy when everything is fulfilled Every stage has passed through happiness and no wishes are killed I am quite happy at what I am and what it should have been Many come forward with praise and say' gorgeous you look on the scene' I still hunt for those eyes who really want to find My secret ambition and aspects hidden behind I stare at proposal but keep quiet with little smile Life moves on as usual as it involves no style I am confident enough to know people They can come near but can cause to trouble As I am fully armed with impregnable shield Position so much vulnerable but firmly held