Preferred To Bear

I knew nothing Yet starved for something One thing was worrying I was still carrying I had good house To share with members and friends The mother was always there To share grief and adore I worried internally But that did not bother really I thought of real home Where I expected to be welcome Where shall I be resting? After life completes testing What shall be my destiny? Where shall I seek his mercy? I knew about one place Even though no one raced Voluntarily but out of fear This pain and anguish I preferred to bear