To Be Beautiful

Is it curse to be a beautiful object? Why there is always fear to react? Why people stare a good looking person? I found it irrelevant with any of the reason I am under direct custody and supervision of mother So far nothing untoward has taken place to bother Even though I am unaware of what can be reason behind The relatives and other people try to come near and find I am of quite shy nature and keep aloof As I am protected by parent and live under one roof There is no likelihood of any body taking undue advantage More over I am too cautious to remain alert and manage Mother may often come to me and try to know What has been progress whole day and then go So many times I tried to disclose and confide her But I could gather no strength to go near I have no fear in mind but remain fully alert As many boys of my age try to be smart Try to come close and offer friendship I am moved sometimes and think of companionship At one stage or other one has to take decision It may lack in depth care and may not be up to precision Young age is such that gives you no time to think You are always at cross road and far to sink My mother knows me fully well She may understand everything but will not tell She has given me enough of freedom to throw whole weight Take study of the situation and coolly wait Like me many more girls may be facing same scene Many might have not thought what later it could have been Yet life moves on and we are caught midst of uncertainty Almost everybody at home pray for our happiness from almighty I shall be grateful for the backing provided In some cases parent put restriction and we are avoided I think my mother and papa are of excellent nature I see no reason of any problem in the near future