Before The Leave...

if you decided to leave...? ? please leave, with a quiet, and without telling me... collect what belongs to you with a quiet.. and don`t carry your bag in front of my eyes... because i afraid this moments.. afraid that moment which can destroy me... can`t look at you while you are leaving me... and going faraway from my eyes... my heart can stopped while that.. and my breathe can go to the end... so, if you decided, , please do it in the night, , in the dark night, , , and don`t let me know.. and let me in my sleep.. and don`t wake up me.. and let me dream in our past days.. to be with you in my dreams only..