Beloveds` Betrayal...

what would you do, if the one whom you loved, cheated you... if the only one, whom you adored in your life, was did... are you going to die? ? and to wish that you never been in this life... are you going to cry on the roads? ? as a little kid, who lost his toy.. or are you going to forget? ? and to take it as a normal thing... and to beg whom you loved, who cheated you... to come back to you again...? ? or going to cheat on, as whom you loved, did? ? and to tell, as you did i did.. what would you do? ? what feelings have about that? ? about that whom you adored? ? and never ever thought that one day may cheat you.. oh... many still needs answers... still waiting, and don`t know what to do, .. still waiting.. and still the sadness inside me, .. still mad, still angry... but also still in love with you... so please let me know... help me if you have any idea....