Fantasy.....

tryiny to draw you.. trying to imagining you... i found that you are without picture, nor world and nor address... found that you was a run illusion.. and a dreaming was... alas! ! ! .. i lost all my dreams.. alas! ! ! .. lost all efforts i had... i knew you and become clear to me... i knew that you without feelings... belive that now, i do not care.. and not trying to remember you.. untill, your name, trying to forget it, enough, enough of that illusion and a hurt dream.. fantasy i lived, , and a hurt real life knew it now..