Love And Hate...

whom i love strongly is you... whom i hate strongly too is you... whom i need strongly is you... who i refuse is also you... never to be my beloved... the first whom taught me a love is you... the first whom taught me a yearning is you... the first whom taught me a craziness is you... and you also the first whom taught me a death from over wait.. never to be my friend... because of you, i discovered a lands` love... because of you, i rebuild my dreams... because of you, i recovered my days again... and because of you, i raised my white flag, and declared my giving up... never to be my beloved nor my friend... i refuse to be your fire... and you to be my blaze too...