My Decision...

your feelings so precious to me... but i don`t want to burn myself... want to live with a peace... peaceful without moral damage... there is no fairness in this world`s things... means, be or not to be... yes or no... love or not love... believe me, that i put my feelings out... enough me to thought so deep about others... it a time, to think about myself and about my future... don`t want to stop me any thing... even my feelings... because a love means a weakness... weakness with all measures... even humbleness some times... buried my heart from a long time... and consoled myself about my lost... but seeing your words now... as whom trying to dig up what i buried so deeply deep... so, please mercy me from this phantom... because its bleeding my heart... and hurts me so deep inside my heart... i am not able now to bear any shocks anymore... nor any experiment which get me a down again... and keep me as a big loser... so... i will not allow to you and to your words... to change my feelings... that is the decision... that is my last decision....