Need Your Lap....

sweetheart... i need your lap... yearn so much for, hearing your voice... yearn so much for, touching your hand... love you... love, its a word, just from four letters.. but, its hold inside... many beauty meanings, and more... need you near to me.. to let you know, how much i love you... and how much, you mean to me.. love you... and never been ashamed of that... so, if i do...? ? ? i am not to deserve you, and your love... wish that you were here, near to me... wish that i can whisper now to your ear.. with all love words, which we have in this world... to let you feel my feelings now... but, , please.. excuse me, , my pen foil to let you know more... oh my pen... what is going with you now... my sweetheart is waiting for my writings... tell her, how much i need her.. and how much i need her hug and lap.. so, please don`t let me down.. need her lap...