O Heart...Please Stop Beat....

O Heart...please stop beating... please heart stop beating... i can`t stand with any more... letters got strayed... phrases scattered... night got madly... breathes went away... what`s going there... where is a reality... where i am now... where are you... did i lost my mind... looking around... every where... go with my eyes where it can.. may i find any insignia... nothing i got... nothing i can see... searched a lot... every where... tried a lot paths... confused got... got lost... what`s going there... am i seeing things from a far.... is it any sign... or its a mirage... is it a real... or what.. really don`t know... waves taking me from side to side... taking me with no decide... with no power i have... lots of thoughts runs so fast... riding those waves... calling me to ride... to dive into those waves... i need... need to dive, to be there... but it would be the most difficult decision i take... lost got i am... should i do... should i take a risk... am i going to stand it windy stormy... no one will stand with, , , just only me, who will... will suffer its outcome... so...please heart.. please my heart... stop beating... i can`t bear all those beats... by: [email protected]