Shocked Dreams.....

lost hope.. and lost a dreams... and every thing, is over, until, , a dream became such as a mirage, , , and my resary sheer dreams, was broken.. also, lost my directions... dreamed, , and dreamed and also dreamed... and became so big, my dreams, , , staying up all a night thinking, and string and draw, , , and writing a poetry... waiting a word, , waiting a thread of hopness.. and expecting a happiness, , , , but, , , , became so long waiting.. and every day my dreams become so big.. then, , i drawing a nice dreams and hopes, , and thinking about dazzling future, , happy i am.. to draw a nice smile on my beloved lips.. to reach my wishes, which i hoped from a long go... to start my new page, , but, , , its a wishes, , start wishes.. still wishes, , , and its over as a mirage... and a fancy lived it all a time.. fancy, to escape from a fate.. fancy, which i drawed it in a beauty form but it was a destiny which gave me a warm hope.. oh, how terrible! ! ! ! calamity! ! ! ! tragedy! ! ! oh god... gave you my hand, and ask you for a mercy.. get me out from this trouble, , that fate mocked at me.. fate gave me a hopes and draw to me a sweet dreams.. then... i drawed, decided and keeped on my position, , to draw a new path to my life a future full of with happeness.. decided to start carrying out, , but...! ! ! i wake up.. and found my self in a deep sadness...