Waiting For Ever

beloved... where are you, sweetheart... alone here i am, thinking about you.... looking and searching around... every where to find you.. looking at all eyes... to see yours... smelling all roses, , to feel your smelling... where are you..? ? in gardens searching.. at the stars, deeply looking... but i can`t found you... where are you my sweetheart...? ? ? o.. you are my gardens` flowers... o.. you are my eye which i see with... o.. you are my nectars` flower... where now you are...? ? ? / it was so long time.. and me waited for a long time... please tell me... can`t wait more... just tell me, where are you, and in which space you are.. you know... and only you know... that i can`t live more without you.. and how i can, while you are my all life.. and in my heart have your place... well... however you are not here.. but you are my dearest beloved.. and i will wait for ever...