Write O Pen...

O pen.... please write before my death... write please my pen... no one still, only you now with me... you are the only whom i can talk with... and the only one who knows me... you whom can hear me... you whom i can cry him... and the only one whom can wipe my tears... write o pen... i own only you... and you can understand me... write about my wounds and pains... about my suffering... write and don`t try to happy me... don`t butter up me... just write... but also please don`t hurt me... write every thing... and to the last second in my life... write before i die... because the death is here and so close to me... write and don`t stop... and don`t let the time stop too... just write... write it well as you feel inside me.. write and don`t get tired from me... as i got tired of myself... o pen... write and don`t try to treat my wounds... write and please don`t cheat on me... just write, how i am now... write within my words... with my feelings... write through my tears... and don`t mercy me... but also don`t become so hard on me... just want you to write the truth... the truth which i live in... write the history of my pains... write what is going right now in my heart... write my secrets which i hide... write my craziness and my angry... my confusion... my patient... write and don`t scare me.. write, i will not yell to you.. please write all what i feel.. and what you felt through me... just write and write it well.. or... leave me alone... as she did...