Lunatic Lover

I search for true bliss In this absolute silence and fragile hour of life. I lose my soul within the strong dark grasp Full of hatred and selfish emotions. The illuminated days of infatuation Still tries to peek inside the closed window Of my desolate mind, And how I wish To bring back those passionate moments That made me shiver, Striving to meet the longing eyes From the corner of the half open window And blow a kiss full of intense love! I don't know whether The shining picture of delicate obsession Will ever be recreated In the grey canvas of doom! I shout, I cry, I scream, I try To join the pieces of shattered dreams Where every bit whispers with a tempestuous tale! My heart, my soul was made for you Long long ago! And there I was, a fully drunken soul With dry lips lost in the brittle glass Of the magic potion of poisonous affection, Wandering amidst the shady streets In the gloomy hours of midnight. Diving with deepest melancholy Into the stormy seas of harsh delusion! Copyright © 2012 Indranil Bhaduri