States Of Mind

Frustrated I felt frustrated As I saw you Walking down the road With the handsome man, My best friend Once upon a time. I still feel the pain When you ignored my love, And walked away, Holding his strong hand, I don't know whether You are my biggest enemy Or is he the one! Terrified I felt terrified As I saw you Clinging to my best friend, Enveloping him With your sadistic pleasures, Making him move away From my life And leaving me alone Crying in this darkness Thus paining my soul, And eating me up Like an ugly devil. Sad I felt sad When you did not feel My words of passion, My expressions of deepest love Which were always there Preserved in my heart Only for you, As you tore down the paper Which depicted my blissful thoughts Waiting to embrace you. Happy I felt happy, When you walked out of my life To open your doors For a newer horizon I felt contented, And elated As I realised then, You will be merrier Seeing a bright new expression Than always glancing at my half burnt face After that disastrous flame Changed me into an ugly person. But always will be happier, Treasuring my love for you In my heart, forever.. Copyright © 2012 Indranil Bhaduri