050. I Watch The Sun Set Behind The Trees

I watch the sun set behind the trees giving way to the darkness in the sky it floods my mind with it's blackness dragging me inside I let the darkness take me in destroying ancient dreams of peace blinding my love with fury inside all I own is ash destroyed by your hate Why did you want to destroy me laughing at what I was you tried to bury me from sight in my mind I watched you attempt to fill my mouth with dirt choking out my existence You once criticised me for living because you wanted to take my life did you have to end yourself that way because I would not punish you for your crimes As the darkness escapes my mind at the start of another day I understand how you felt why you had to torture me I cannot blame you for what you did I can only blame myself