228. No Fixed Course

I had no fixed course for proceeding nor the drive to aim for one my targeting sight was broken and I was unable to replace it I felt like a clock upon the wall always moving yet never going anywhere same things happened day after day seemed to be stuck in the same place My compass pointed in all directions my map was out of date by a a few months my reading of them is not great anyway so I was a long way from where I should be All the paths have been washed away but I built new ones my self I now have goal to aim for something special to work towards and though it may not be on any map I have I'm willing to do what is necessary in order to achieve my desire