304. To An Ex

You tried to call me yesterday just to hear my answer phone say I'm not available to take the call wanted to tell me how you feel yet you couldn't get the words out You called round my place today to hear my buds say that I don't want to talk heard your face showed so pain as you walked away in the pouring rain Don't know why I don't want to know right now could be a result of your actions part of me wants to speak another still feels the desire to be left alone I waited for your call today so you can hear me say I am here for you guess all is forgiven for now despite all that has happened I will admit this to be true I guess I really miss you