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I used to wish that I could live forever now I almost wish that I had not lived wanted never to go to sleep today I don't want to wake up I wanted to forgive the world of all the sadness and wars but I can't even forgive myself for all the hurt I didn't mean to cause I had smiles and sunbeams written in to my face my eyes shining bright like two small suns rain clouds seem over head to much the rays have dimmed to mere shadows I used to wish that I could live forever but maybe would have been best that I had died then I would not feel this way and about my life I would not have to lie