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I would sacrifice my happiness brutally murder my joy if it made things easier to deal with and I could forget the disappointment I would put away my feelings as if they did not exist if it meant you could smile and forget about your problems for a time I know what that will leave me with even though I will try to hide it inside I would be crying hoping the tears would not escape I would sacrifice my happiness brutally murder my joy I do not ask you to understand or appreciate it I will do what I must to keep you alive even if it costs me mine