Caroline I'm So, So, Sorry It's Happened Again

For over ten year's I have kept watch over you. Broken promises, one sad good bye for all of those three day's I saw you. Many mistakes have been made. I was your age when for a year and a half I was placed in Camp-E-How-kee. Situated in Hernando county where you were born and live. Standing then in the woods alone. Surrounded by tree's without bushes to hide my tears. I went through puberty there not understanding what I was going through and the few councillors whom tried, well they had motive's that we were to young to have. I'm the reason you didn't stay. Everyday I dream of how perfect your life would be if I were there. You needed that shield to protect you against those thing's that in a normal family would never have happened. Know that I have been harmed every bit as much as you. A few harmed me knowing that it would harm you. Know that deep in my heart that I even now again will try to regain possession of you. Being blood and bonded as blood we are one when we did. No other man can take my place, remember those that your mother brought around were there to drink and have sex with her. You've seen all of this already nothing new but waking up to another day of the unknown. Thing's soon will change a permanent change mum has used up all her chances and she has run her self destructive course. For there's nothing I want more in this world than to just be the father to daddies little girl. O.K.