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Scars have long. Consumed my arms and legs. But my eyes are your eyes. Instead of prositutes for sex. I have them pull up their sleaves. From the cuff on up I look around. Because I am straight except for this issue. Unresolved. I explain my need as I am checked on a regular basis. I give her one twenty and a scalpel. Stating she states that anything extra is. Illegal it might be a date. She puts her arm in a plastic bag I made for this. It is not done for this or that except. No emotion is shown. No erections. No wetness by her exept for one red rose a thorn. Four dark corners to both minds where I don't some will. I move from this town to the next up the hill.