Drowning Inside

Every breath..each next it struggles..so.. To best me...I cannot trust..if..it is not..as.. Feet rest upon my chest..pushing down.. My heart squeezes..in vein..blue blood..it.. Pools..pushed back out..unexcepted..now.. Chambers labor..to birth red..thick are they.. It's short circle..back to the lung..grows long.. Breathing so labored..you hold it..hoping the... Heart will not notice...you cough..when body.. Swells..eating nothing..drinking your self..up.. Holding..inside the air..light flickers..spotted..