How Long ~~~after Im Gone Will You Forget Me~~

You have seen a lot of me yet really none of me. You have seen me mad glad happy sad looking through the window of my soul perhaps a tear a tear forgotten a tear gone. The salt washed into the ground undone never to be found by any. You say you would do anything. We have enjoyed what life has to offer and more kindness humbly deferred to us returned as it should thrice over. I am ill and and by leaving I would rather have you think I left over the argument we had but being a man you cannot even remember the ones much much worse and they being but a leaf on the breeze. I leave to keep you from the burden of watching me die before your eyes and the memory of you knowing how it was I am not now.