I Hate You I Love You Sonnet

I hated how you drank so much, I love that I don't need too. I hated what you did to me, I loved how I did you. I hated the way you did our kids, kids loved the way I treated them. I hated how you used my meds, I love that I have never stopped. I hated that you were vain, I love seeing, I no longer am. I hated that I did your job, I love that I learned some thing new. I hated that I forced you to get help, I love my daughter as a result. I hate that you made me run for my life, I love the people I met. I hate how you made me love you, I loved how I made you love me. I hate that I had to do all the cooking, you loved what I cooked. I hate looking in the mirror I might see you, I love looking at your new me. I hated that we were the same size, I love and needed to gain weight I hate that I still think about you, I love myself even more for it.