Stranger 'In Some' Strange Land

I Wonder lost, tired and afraid; an epidemic in reverse to repeat it's self again. How was I raped? Was it from the act? Did I do it to myself? Did some one tell you to. To keep the home. To keep the land. To keep the child. Before her birth, I thought you had disposed of like the first. I never saw. I know 'I' Raised my voice. I never struck you. How were you to live the way you did. With all your wine. Here I sleep, while standing up alone alone and all afraid; I whom swam with sharks. I whom fought off death so many times. I may have now lost count. Not any more. No not now. Does my little healthy girl when you are drunk each night again fear, what you might say to her. Did you not think any or if all about her life. When you took my soul from her; Her virginity before it had evolved. Her life, My hopes Her dreams one day because of that. I wonder lost untill that day, like spring, that never comes around. a 'MOTHERS' day with out Mays flowers. Like a Stranger 'in some' Strange Land, walking on crushed skulls of they whom came before. What should 'WE' do with those like you. Whom waste the men and little girls. On 'Evil' such as that.