Who Benefits That

Fate has secured my last only hope I have longed. I have longed for those days that have passed days I can not take back. Being at risk how I have lived living from hand to mouth. In their struggle to live and leave it to you poet's have painters to before in the past they have had to die. Before hope it leaves to deal with the worst my tortured soul raving accurst the tears and the grief I have. Death from disease my only relief please not a death like that. Chained to my soul each night and day their answer none heard is that right?