You Yearned Too Learn, I Know

As for me and as for only, my only that i can only say is it not great, so regrettably because of my mind and that you must go off unsatisfactorily, even a thousand times more or less knowing i would not, even though you now know which can i but live because of that because of the red pulsing beating that beats so irregular as for my eternity is deeply, wide. I am not regrettable and because of my lost mind, and but because again my forever, have you found and it comes around again you must go, and as for the dust, which does not have my body yet lost joy returning too and drifting by a little slower than before, forever as for that i you/ you yearned too learn, i know.