My Two Habitats

Like day and night I inhabit the skies of two realms Blinded by my allegiance I am beholden to both worlds This is the parameter of my being I cannot deny the existence of my outer self When he's the source of my sanity Neither will I deny the existence of my inner self Since he's the realm of my dreams I am totally mad to think you will understand That my reality is not made out of solid atoms I am a fibre of existence I exist inside and outside the bowl of life My inner self is solely governed by Silence While my outer self enjoys the solid contents of life I am nothingness that extended beyond the rim of life I am also the petal of life inside the perimeter of existence It's true that sometimes I am overwhelmed By the gravitational forces from both realms Pulling me apart but yet putting me together I am not solid as you may think I am as fluid as the contents of emptiness Sometimes I think I am a figment of my imagination I exist only inside my dream Maybe I am insane To think that I exist at all Maybe I am not here Only my shadow Yet again Maybe I am the Shadowless dreamer Or just the dream But one thing is certain My two habitats are real ©