The Languages In My Heart

I am used to speaking in parables As a child I was fluent in the language of tears Then I graduated to mathematical jargon Algebra and later calculus became my languages I could tell you the configuration of my confusion with one formula And you will be flabbergasted by the intricate romance in my speech The laws of physics were also bearing down on my bloated head Forces of nature collided in my mental sphere Their gravity weighed heavily on my head, I became the stratosphere of knowledge The medical language was then introduced to me It was fascinating but also complicated I started stammering, I could not speak a mixture of Latin, Greek and English It was an open assault on my capacity to learn Surgical scalpels helped to open my mind Ligaments and tendons were choking my obtunded mind Dysphagia was my medical condition Bilharzia was the only dreaded disease of my early childhood Medical terminology came and occupied all my mental faculty Squeezing out the strings of mathematical theorems in my head I was finally illuminated by a mysterious sacred Light Silence became my philosophy, religion and art I spent hours in the tabernacle of being Learning every syllable of Silence It is a very difficult language to learn It requires plenty of solitude and nothingness Aloneness is always a good idea in the classroom of Silence Then a beautiful phenomenon happened Silence gave birth to spiritual landscapes and dimensions Awakening my spirit with their wealth of knowledge, understanding and wisdom I started understanding my dreams, intuitions and auras The fusion of Silence and Poetry gave birth to Spirit Poetry Now, I am a complete nutcase Mystery and the unknown occupy my heart I am always walking on pathless paths Dressed in nothingness Love and loving are my only languages Thank you