Thoughtless Existence

I used to pack my head full with thoughts Not knowing how to package them nicely I let them loose inside my mental framework Not all of them were well behaved Some thoughts just wanted to have fun Yes, they were entertaining But they were also exhausting Consuming all my vital energies I will wake up gloomy and exhausted Other thoughts were too serious Always surrounded by big questions and equations Not that they wanted to conquer the world But because they were addicted to mathematics and reason Logic was their faith, solving problems was their mission They were controlling and full of pride There was another group of thoughts These thoughts were full of wickedness Deploying an evil web inside my mind They wanted only to cause havoc Not only to my psyche But to those around me There were competitive and bloated with wickedness Full of jealousy, pride, greed and selfishness These thoughts were mercenaries with no mercy I caught them vomiting on my well-polished psyche It was not nice stuff It was acidic and sometimes evil I had to clean up the mess they caused Thank God I did not follow their ill-mannered path I had to acquire a bigger broom and lots of spare time (spirituality) In order to clean the whole substance of my mind I had to sanitize every surface inside my psyche And erected a thought proof fence around the whole of my mind Nowadays they (thoughts) come on an invitation only ticket I have surrounded myself with emptiness And all my spare time is taken by Silence I can rest in peace now Inside my thoughtless existence It's heaven on earth ©