Boundless Thirsts

On an arousing night, I dream Wherein I embark on a trip Through the bare blue sky, Where stars do not blink Neither wink nor stare, The sky, pale and shy, I sit on its lean silken clouds sailing by I know not whither, I know not it doesn't tell me, why! My mind looks behind my sail, Beholds the trails I left, Life this far sour and sweet, Friends and foes, love and hatred All roles I played- Roles excelled, those miserably failed- Games lost and won and break evens gained I look ahead and shudder to think Where my journey is, to where I'm led I feel heavy, my sail gets slow It drifts down, I lean to look at the ocean below The sea of love for life, shores on either side, The silvery waves down beckoning me, My mind goes after my boundless thirst, Runs after this mirage gets tired, sweats wet, More drained, inside insatiable remains Ending my journey, ending my dream My mind awakens me, and the clouds resign