And, So What! ?

If I did not know, Releasing myself from my own issues... And problems to make attempts to let them go, I would still be blaming my kept insecurities... On someone else to accuse. With belief that those who critiqued my efforts, Did it with intent... To prevent me from doing what I choose. And some do. AND, so what! ? No one has ever approached me, With an offer to pay all my bills. Or has yet to say, 'Here. Take my winning lottery ticket.' And today, Those insecurities I sought to seek confirmed... I have learned, There are just too many with their own dysfunctions. And grateful I am I 'now' understand, My efforts to make need only my appreciation. Since someone, somewhere will do anything to prove, Whatever it is I choose to do... Will never satisfy to meet their approval. And, so what!