Do I Look Surprised?

You say you did not know 'this' was in me? As I recall, Most of our encounters dealt with your point of view! What was in me had not been of your concern. As so expressed. You had to assume, I guess... I had a nothingness to value! Unless... I had not let you gain access to my worth? And I confess... There are reasons for everything I do! Including wasting my time if I so choose. And perhaps I've done that with you to amuse? For too long! Who knows? You say you did not know 'this' was in me? Do I look surprised? I've known what has been inside of me, All of my life! And you have not been there, For most of it!