Existing To Please

No longer do I make myself assessible to folks. I'd find myself rearranging my priorities, At the dropp of a hat. Wanting some folks to know, They were special to me. Those days are gone. And so are old agendas! I've updated my own needs. And I no longer believe... I should find myself last, On a list of important things to get done. If I don't think I belong at number one... No one will believe I deserve to be! The relevancy of my life has been changed! And I had to act fast and drastically. Before I found myself just existing to please. It's not always best, To make things look easy for the rest. To 'be' or 'not to be' taken for granted... Is a choice one makes, And should not become an expected test!