Feelings Of Guilt

Gee! Please tell me this... Am I the only one to awaken, From a peaceful undisturbed sleep... To feel immediately the presence of guilt? I do. Sometimes I do. I awaken each day... To first exercise and meditate. I do my yoga routine. And then with a gratefulness I pray. To affirm my blessings. And then a total and complete happiness, Comes over me. I want to scream with joy. So loud it makes me feel gulty. For years I've expressed, My happiness with my neighbors. A few, I know, are convinced... I smoke crack. Because I enjoy burning incense. And most of my neighbors know that. Sometimes I don't have a dime in my pocket. And those close to me know this. I can walk for miles... With nothing but a smile on my face. And I just might approach a stranger... To ask why a frown that makes them look down, To 'me' appears out of place. I wont repeat some things they say. 'Uh... No thanks! I couldn't do that to myself, If I wanted. But... You have a good day.' Gee! Please tell me this... Am I the only one to awaken, From a peaceful undisturbed sleep... To feel immediately the presence of guilt? I do. Sometimes I do. However... I keep my routine the way it is. I am the product of my experiences. And naïve I am not. Nor thoroughly innocent. But feelings of GUILT? Because I am happy? Absolutely makes no sense! Does it? Does it to you? What's the matter? Why are you looking at me like that?