Following A Bouncing Ball

Why haven't I contacted you at all? My priorities have completely changed. I had to adopt another focus. It became too difficult for me, To continue following a bouncing ball. Especially one I thought I could hold. But that ball you bounce, Is too much out of control! And as for me, I needed to keep a peace concrete... Within my walls. You had me feel they were closing in. And climbing over walls, To breathe fresh air... Over and over and over again, I will not accept as an agenda! Activated to keep on call. I came to realize, That's just not me. Why haven't I contacted you at all? I threw that ball over my walls. And not a regret left do I have! None. Not one in my mind there kept to stall.