He And I Had Been Friends

Remember when you rejected my apology? And I did my best... With effort that still makes me wonder, 'Why'? Why was I then so forgiving. Giving you the benefit of a doubt. And when you said 'No'... I felt you had crushed my heart. And you knew your response would do it! Remember when you rejected my apology? And I did my best... With effort that still makes me wonder, 'Why'? And I am wondering 'why' right now. Why are you here, To beg from me the same. And 'why' do you appear to me now... Bigger than the fool, I could never be, Again! I forgave you then... For doing what you did to me. But I would never forgive myself... If I allowed you, To play with and/or use my emotions. No! I can not revive, What is not alive there for you! No! Go back to your abusive husband. Your lover who had once made me believe, He and I had been friends.