I Would Hate To Ruin My Reputation

Why don't you see me hanging in the streets? Or at the local clubs, Milling through a crowd of people... With a drink or two, And having small talk with those I meet. Why don't you see me socializing, And sitting around? Discussing who is still living. And who has moved out of town? And when you do see me... I appear to have peace of mind, With no complaints to share. Or fresh gossip to spare to toss around. Why is it that I seem to have something to do... And less time to find to moan and whine? I don't know! I've heard I am crazy! Lazy and unmotivated! I hope that's what you've heard too. I would hate to ruin my reputation. It would be devastating for me, To discover that wasn't true!