Numb And Delude Me

Numb and delude me! Fantasize my helpless urges. Of late... I can not seem to fake my needs. Of late... It is my needs I need to fake. When I see you by mistake, Creating tension... With companion smiling, Attentively! Numb and delude me! Include me in your eyes. Show me a hint of surprise... And loss. Toss me a combination of lost love relived! Include me... With 'that' In your eyes. Numb and delude me! That's all I need. Even if that need... Might mean my leaving you alone. Numb and delude me. Drive my heart with your touch to overdose! Too intoxicated... Until somehow I knock myself free! And right now that's all I need... Just once, Soothe this struggle. Before I go!