Orbit

You... Come to stay on my mind, All the time. Well... Not 'all' the time. As if you find me easy to orbit. Observing from a distance. And my mind is convenient, To revisit emotions. Emotions... For you I admitted I once had. And here I am... Fixed while you pick, When to do it. But you don't know how I wish, That day to come... When you stop, Whatever it is you do done. With a doing to have others remind me, How you once had me blinded to believe... Without you, I would not be able to eat, sleep or breathe. But that was a lie. I am able to eat and breathe. Sleeping? I will never admit, Those nights I lay awake wishing... You were probing me much closer. Tonight? You will not find me in bed. I've decided to sleep in a chair. You know the one. Near the window.