Proper And/Or Acceptible Public Etiquette!

I try to release from my consciousness, Those painful images fixed... We all can say we survived, But still live with. And the only time I am reminded I have them... Is when someone says, I should raise and not lower my head... To quicker dry those tears I cry! And to wear a smile on my face instead. With no clue... Or point of reference, From which I feel such depth! Coming as it does... When it happens, Delivered from my point of view. And I do my best not to express... That these are 'my' heartfelt agonies. When upon me, They choose to come to visit! And not one moment am I in thought... With wishes to entertain, Proper and/or acceptible public etiquette!