Repaid

I have been repaid. For every sacrifice I have made. And I can say this. Blessed I have been to witness it. No fun did I spend, Rushing to be at a loved one's side. Disbelieving the sight before my eyes. Prioritizing to leave behind possessions, I treasured to collect to accept... And having that disconnect taking years, To eventually get over my regrets. Yes... I experienced many moments being upset. I have been repaid. For every sacrifice I have made. And I can say this. Blessed I have been to witness it. Surviving to heal from threatening illnesses, And held bitterness has taught me... Good health to maintain can not remain, In a mind tricked to become sick. Although it took me time to admit, A little bitterness held to keep... Gave me reason to heal and mend quickly. When I began to notice, A shown thoughtless from others to show... Taught me to know personally, What a forgiving myself truly means. With allowing God to do all the paybacks. And... With that to observe and keeping my faith intact, I have been repaid. To have nothing to say but continue to pray. I have been repaid. For every sacrifice I have made. And I can say this. Because... Blessed I have been to witness it.