Seeking Something Deeper And Concrete

From the beginning, You initiated a chase. The day we met, I expressed a fondness for you. And you expressed to me, Feelings... I now relate, As being falsely made. When I believed the Sun would appear... You quickly would cloud it to give me shade! It has been years and time spent, I have not been convinced... You care for me at all. Every now and then, You might express an emotion. But a connection to what you mention, Seems to stall behind a wall. And I am not an architect... Wishing to play with loose bricks. I'm into seeking something deeper... And concrete with me that fits.