Significantly Different

I am not the same, To pretend changes I have made... Have not been excruciating. Or exhausting to attempt, To conceal the affects that challenge... Me mentally and physically. Without adjusting to adapt, To that which I had not planned... Or expected. I am not the same. Once one storm after another came. I knew my desire and wish for a smooth life... Would eventually expose, Those personal events I could not prevent... From experiencing. And making my life significantly different, To know I could never explain... Which one of those challenges came, With a pain to change a sameness... I had to accept and could not avoid.