The Visit

It's not that I want everything for nothing. I just want a part of you, I value. That side of you clouded by your moods. I don't see often enough. Only when you decide you have fed your solitude. To thank me for a patience... I don't understand myself. I just see something else, I choose not to be near. I only wish before you express bitterness... To let me in! But you are too quick to let anger slip from your lips. And I am left alone to defend our relationship! Do I need this? Am I that much in love with you, To feel I should remain patriotic and brave in combat? Don't laugh. I am serious. You have me feeling like that at times. Like I am walking through a minefield... Prepared for ambush! Whatever that is that occurs with you each month... Needs to warn me that it is coming! Even the pets... They too refuse to come near you. What can we do to improve upon 'the visit'... When it comes again? And, honey... Is it possibe, That you can give me a date and hour of its next arrival?