Trying A Way To Fit In

Every morning that I am blessed to have awakened, I am in the classroom and prepared to be tested. And if I didn't regard my life that way, I'd be struggling with the feeling of failure On a daily basis. And If I did not think or believe I had an opportunity before me, To improve upon my weak performances... I'd be afraid to appear on stage when I left my place of comfort. Every morning. However. Before I do any of that. And forget I am constantly teased and tempted, By the trappings of life. I express my gratitude to 'whatever' it is, That has granted me 'consciousness' about this process. Because I know if I didn't have it I'd be rushing to a psychologist helping me find a way to fit in. And I will not blame any of this craziness I've witnessed on God. Even though an awareness of what is going on is inescapable. And those trying a way to fit in, To satisfy others with their accomplishments and possessions... Seem not to be able to acquire happiness. So glad am I. When I discovered I could not purchase happiness after years of trying, I was relieved.