Wanting Not To Run

I am in it to compete and finish, All tasks to pass and to succeed. I've already won, To abandon thoughts of winning. Winning was done when I began to see, Obstacles confronting me were tests. And I had already begun, Only to do my very best to do it done. I am in it to compete and finish, All tasks to pass and to succeed. I've already won, To abandon thoughts of winning. Since the competition I knew I could end, Was a feeling felt of defeating myself. And one day I awakened wanting not to run, Away from success but instead to let it catch me. Wanting not to run has begun with a doing done. No longer do I fear success. Success I now let take steps to catch me. To bring to me as much of it as I can get. And regrets of feeling selfish about it have left.