Being Odd Isn't A Choice

One and half cans of Diet Coke Two cups of coffee An Everything Bagel with whipped cream cheese And after that I had a cigarette To finish my breakfast off But nothing can stop this feeling That solitude brings There's not a quick fix I haven't tried No guru to tell me the meaning of life I don't know anything but to suffer People tell me I chose loneliness But being odd isn't a choice It's just the way I am They are frightened of my genius That is until they get to know me Yes, I have million thoughts at one time But when do you think why things are? It occupies me all the time