I Am Going Crazy

I am going crazy. I'm afraid of night. I'm pale as the moon. I am very sick. I have no more force. I just want to live. Dead orange. And soon I'll go to the night. Do not call me. I - don't hear anymore. In the broad daylight give crumbs to the birds. A disease in me swaddles a cocoon. Bright beam on the bottom. Can't see from the room. here I'm not alone. Many of the victims. here is a lot to see. Life, Death in a mixture. Doctor's silent, looks. Mystery is closed. Death makes face to me. And the soul is broken. Translation from L.S.